Looking for legacy

April 14, 2010 at 11:33 pm (Uncategorized)

I’m a mom of two and I’m unemployed. I lost my job in 2008 due to unfairness and have been looking for something new ever since. I want to start my own business that would last a lifetime and carry over for my children to take over the family business. So far, grad school working on an MBA is a start for future achievement, but still, this will be geared towards working for someone else.

I’ve tried ventures that I wanted to try, but there is no real passion in anything to make me want to stick to it. Model management, , selling adult toys, babysitting, and baking and selling cookies have been fun, but I’m looking for more, greater. I get bored too quickly and it scares me when I start something that I will lose interest and give it up.

I thought I wanted to be a writer. I wrote a short story and it was received really well, so I decided to make it longer into a novel, but soon lost the passion for it and stopped writing. Since I’m single, I can’t find the sexiness I need to think about in order to complete it. I need a muse…I need a career path and I need to figure out what my legacy could be.

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Needing more to love

April 14, 2010 at 10:37 pm (Uncategorized)
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She has a three year old, but he isn’t enough. She needed one more…

Her plan was to have another baby, yet she didn’t want it by a different father. She’s never been married, close to it, but the fights started and the relationship ended. She protected her child from the father thinking that he was out to harm her and the baby or just to kidnap the baby from her so she protected her identity for three years. After a few months of her sons third birthday, she decided to let him come back into their life…she had a plan…she wanted another baby. To his amazement, they were a family again…to hers was a hope of getting her family back as well as another baby. The first time of having sex after three years of being away from this man, she allowed him to not wear a condom. The following month came with no period..she succeeded! After the confirmation, the other woman showed up and she was done with this man once again.

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The Value of Friendship??

April 14, 2010 at 6:40 pm (Uncategorized)
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There was a party in the park near my home where people gathered to dance to live DJ’s. I saw his face…he saw mine…we both smiled. Our smiles led to a brief relationship of no commitment.  I eventually moved on and so did he.

Last year…

Last year we started talking again since Facebook became popular for a lot of our high school “friends”.  He spoke a lot about sex and I wasn’t trying to go there with him again without a commitment, so we went our seperate ways yet again.

Fast forward a few months…

So I met a guy on FB that I remembered from high school that was friends with the other guy. We had a great relationship until he decided he wanted to become celibate. The other guy told him he had been seeing one of my real friends and that he was digging her. I was fine with them dating, if it was true, but why didn’t she tell me about it? She and I had spoken about the guy plenty of times and she knew of our past. I decided that I needed to talk to her since it was weighing on my thoughts heavily about our friendship. She wouldn’t return my calls until one night she called me back. She was upset that I knew about them without telling her that I knew. I was shocked! Why should I have come to her first when she knew about me and the guy all along? I see our friendship wasn’t what I thought it was all along.

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